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never give up
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Burning 06:18
love passion flame desire oh but to encounter one who shares the same desires to live life beyond the ordinary the path I chose to walk is the only one I can walk to walk another only ends in feeling numb inside silenced by the spirit worn weak from raging I cannot live tearing my spirit from body to fuse all is the only way I sleep at night but this spirit isnt seduced by beauty money power fame riches kings queens actors stars they try and I feel them and when it feels as if I would just feel alone with everything in the world like a prisoner in a castle full of riches sex and everything most people would live and die for I know I would never be happy there I would just end up feeling lonely I don't need to touch you to feel you or even be near you once my heart is in synch with another I can feel them across the ocean across all time as if they become part of me Many can't feel me or feel themselves lost in the noise of all the pretty lights blinded by all the screaming demands of life unaware of the sea that drags us along unless we learn how to feel it see it steer a boat on top of it rather then being torn away from ourselves by the current tragic so pretty they have so much they are the poster perfect other half sometimes people tell me you'll end up alone but if I am not connected to a soul I am already alone I do not want this shallow thing some call love I do not need this to make me feel I am worth something I only want to share time and space with another Who when time and space is shared it inspires expands It becomes yet another teacher and through what we share we grow together or apart but we are evolving all the same I do not want to satisfy this hunger with food which will only leave me starving while too full to breathe I would rather be alone But empty and silent for at least then spirit can still flow through me To close off the doors behind the walls of a castle built out of distractions and noise is just a suicide waiting to happen to live dead is not to live so I enjoy all things but am a prisoner to nothing not even love the burning flame burns on without or without anyone to share it with with or without any one to grow with with or without anyone in my bed or wrapped around my naked body in sweat and tears the passion will only die within me if i kill my spirit in hopes of finding love there is no finding love it is always here burning inside of me there is only sharing that flame maybe for a moment maybe for a lifetime maybe in poems maybe in love maybe in kisses maybe through skin but its not outside of me all i can do is share it i can never find it
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Child 04:58
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Only in Dreams is our world at peace Only in dreams do others seem to have the courage needed to change these things to end the greed to end the war to end the hate to end the abuse to end everything that tears us apart from death only in dreams do we cease to bend to the fear which drives us all apart from inside our own hearts I never want to wake up Let me live in this dream for here love never dies here we don't need to suffer here is now if we chose it but we were sold a reality one craved out of fear to control everyone living there lives in a nightmare creating hell on earth go to sleep go to sleep stop killing each other stop lying to each other stop harming each other are you awake are asleep is your reality real or was it anothers dream which now you live in you kill for another? you kill to buy things ? whos dream is this? is it yours? are you living in someone elses I refuse to bow to become part of the nightmare are you awake or asleep is this your dream? if not wake up wake up stop co creating nightmares feeding the current hell stop the madness its mad to just be a pawn in someone elses dream thats insanity whos dream is it your eyes open your in a field with a gun shoot they say kill they say in front of you is a human just like you like your mother father son sister kill them kill them they are evil WHOS DREAM IS THIS ? you kill them your in a nightmare wake up wake up don't live as a pawn in someone elses dream thats how we end up with hell on earth nightmares in real life I am going back to my dream where I create through actions and choice as much beauty as I can here and when I see those who want to use me as a pawn I run I hide I go inside you can't see me you can't use me I will not be a pawn in your dream Be free be awake be here be here now
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Starlight 08:51
guide me
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Ghost 12:08
I can feel you like a ghost once I create that bond skin and sweat inside out the merging of bodies in long nights of making love with the stars under the moon in the silence you become part I become part of you then the time always seems to come when the time and space the distance and years pulls us apart I find myself far away sitting still and then I feel you move dream dance hurt sometimes I wonder if I am actually feeling you so then I would ask hundreds of times I asked and hundreds of times It was correct as if I string had been tied from your soul to mine maybe everytime we make love we tie a soul string I feel like we do cutting them is like pulling a string out cutting it sometimes I have to cut them sometimes I have to run away I never want to I always want to stay forever my hearts never liked endings it likes eternities but not prisions their is a difference I just never understand why we couldn't love each other forever its not that hard as long as I am willing to let go If I love you I love you without me I love you when your away I love you when you love someone else I love you when your happy I love you when your sad I love you when your mad at me I love you when we fight I love you even if you hurt me If it hurts too much I may have to love you from far away But I never want to not love you Even if I try to cut the string I only can seem to lessen it Even if it hurts its still a part of me Like my family I love them Even though they want me to be someone I cant be Believe things I cant believe Obey rules I don't believe in Then they get angry They get sad they blame me My mother said once NYC was where all the evil people went I scare here with my art She is ashamed of me She is angry and sad But its not me making her sad I am just me She is just her Mother I love you But I can't be who you want me to be its not me If you can love me as I am I miss you I miss having a family but if the cost of being me is my family Then I accept it I invited them to visit since I left home I would always make My home as pretty as I could i never had much but I can make anything pretty with things others throw away I invited them They never came Not once and now I realize They never will I always wanted to share all the things I thought were pretty with them but they told me they were all bad and the things I thought were beautiful they said were evil and so I still love them I didn't know what to do I would try and try Call write ask I felt like I was begging Months would go by no calls no letters silence I would reach out Silence eventually I realized I can't do anything about it I made a home in my heart and life but they may never come and its ok I can still love them from a distance forever It taught me love It taught me not to rage It taught me how to be my own family I had to become my own mother and father as a kid in the world alone because mine werent there It taught me love and how to love even when people aren't like me it taught me how not to give up but to surrender and that although part of me has always wanted to be or have a family I know I am my own and maybe that is all I will ever have and if so it is enough Lovers become like additions to my family they may leave they may not be here but in my heart they will always have a home maybe in silence maybe from a distance but anyone that close deserve to know that even if we end in someways there is still love there for in the end the things that seems to cause the most harm in this world is the bitter closed off hate and angry which causes us to kill each other and kill love and it would be easier for me to hate them to rage but then i become empty and it cuts me off from what keeps me here and so like ghost they are always with me near me part of me and have a home with me for i hope someday through many lives all of this can be resolved through love
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Never Die 04:00
we never die so there is nothing to fear we just transform one life to another all we can take is the love we share so why fight why worry about buying things we can't carry them across with us we can't own the sky all we can take is the love we gave through lifetimes through cross lines your always with me i am always with you
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I felt safer alone in the dark in the woods with the animals and the trees then in my own home as a child I started to become aware of the subtle shifts of energy of peoples feelings I would feel them shift and go running away from them animals never scared me they never harmed me I felt like them I walked with them I realized thats how they feel they feel me shift I felt people shift people scared me they would shift then become violent I learned how to feel them shift before they became violent most of the time and would run hard fast deep into the woods i could hide there no one would find me i could feel them before they saw me this kept me safe it was the only place i felt safe alone with the animals in the woods the people in the churches they were cruel they did mean things another kid hung himself the building of love lead to suicides and beatings i used to write poetry ignoring the sermon i wrote and wrote as long as i was writing i felt safe then the kids would call me names hit pull push laugh at they scared me too so i ran away from them into the graveyard into the dark corners i used to hide in the corners i was small i could hide then i ended up running away from all of it i never went to school i didn't understand people then i met new people i thought maybe they will be kind sometimes they acted kind were nice told me nice things then one time someone who seemed kind took me and then did bad things for days i remember how he felt i stored the energy in my memory anytime I felt that ever again i would try to run and hide i was too small to fight too small to fight them off i knew if i tried they would kill me if i was a small animal i would have to be like those who run and hide when the big ones come around who want to eat me sometimes i found someone who felt life me then i knew they were like me i would feel safe there they became my new pack most of us feel the same sometimes i wonder if the reason i never seem to feel like i have a home is i never knew what a safe one was except the one i created with animals and stones with fire and wood in the city now i feel so much and know what it means it pretty much protects me against those who want to just eat me i have my pack we are like wolves protect each other protect the pack and those who now think they can harm us i can feel you a mile away move now run now danger and we are hidden from you for i refuse to become like you but sometimes i move through so many people never feeling one that feels like us and yet i think we once were all this aware till we shut down our senses and our hearts

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released July 2, 2011

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Anomaly Zero X Jillian Ann X Ritual Fashion Atlanta, Georgia

Jillian Ann has spent the last few years crafting a cinematic sound that relies heavily on neoclassical elements. Whether she’s producing daunting tunes, dropping dance floor anthems on crowds, or lending her vocals to artists like John B and MSD, it’s clear she’s a force to be reckoned with.
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